post-camp blues

It's almost a week since Ethelonter camp ended and I'm pretty much calmed down now. But I have to say, this is the best Ethelonter in my entire life! I STILL MISS EVERYONE! :'(

This has been the most enthusiastic, most bonded and most wacky committee I've ever been in. Whatever unhappiness I had with them at the beginning has dissolved into nothingness, because the good far exceeds whatever bad there has been!

I like how comfortable everyone is with everyone. I'll miss you all! :( Tomorrow's the last OC meeting aka review session, and followed with QGY, and it'll mark the end of Ethelonter 8. The end. How can it just end like that! I don't want it to end yet!!!!! Can't believe camp is over. Can't believe that everything is ending soon.

I keep saying that this is going to be my absolute last Ethelonter, but right now they're making things hard for me because my heart has wavered! HOW SIA! :( I've never missed anyone so much in my life. No specific person, but I miss the OC so much! All the things we've done together.... Those scary OC dance practices... And that night when everyone accompanied me and listened to me whine... The feeling that they are there when you need them, and when you need help can just ask. Where else to find?

Good and happy things aside. Speaking of my whining. I think guys really need to be more sensitive la. I know I already said that I've forgiven him and I do admit that I over-reacted a bit, but I just cannot forget the whole incident. It's easy to forgive but hard to forget. Don't think we will ever go back to being the same anymore. That's one friendship wasted and crushed into sand. Too bad.

I love my group too! :D I will remember our auntie and uncle jokes and our 5.30am dai di session! XD

Even wenhui, PD(!!!) for comp camp said that E8 is so much more fun than comp camp (my sentiments exactly haha xd) you can tell how fun and how perfect E8 has been. The people and the company really make a huge difference, I guess. All the guys there are mostly 好男人, er, I mean, all the people there are so nice! XD And yeah we had quite some fun spotting all the Good Men and Eye Candies. Btw, there's a difference between Good Man and Eye Candy ok. Lol. Some of them are so nice that I feel they are saints haha. And I naturally want to cut down on my meanness and try to be nicer to everyone too!

Anyway, speaking of comp camp. Eh seriously la freshies/GLs, you think we comm members wanna play SP meh. You think too much sia! Who in the world would enjoy playing SP (except guys), we were forced to, ok? Say until like we wanna play one. Somemore some of us are attached, you think they wanna play meh. Wakaoz. Seriously. Heard that some people were unhappy that comm members went to play SP instead of doing our job and executing the SP game. Seriously =.= WE WERE FORCED TO?!! D: This is seriously 好心没好报 sia. If I wanted to, I could have kicked up a scene and walked out from camp to show that I really don't want to play SP, but the PDs told me that it may be the freshie's first and only SP experience, don't want to ruin it for them bla bla what shit, that's why I (or rather, we) eventually agreed to play SP. Anyway you computing guys think you very hot material meh seriously. Who wanna play SP with you sia. =.= I rather play with CSC people. At least even if they don't have the looks they are 好男人 lol. Okay, saying that is a bit too much, because after all that's stereotyping and over-generalization (because I know quite a few good people from computing). But I don't care la~.

And that ends a chapter of my camping life.

And the start of my troubles. Module planning time. Don't want school to start yet D: